Aquarius
You are hopeful today that your current financial condition will improve soon. Your extra efforts at work won't likely go unnoticed now, although you could get frustrated because it will probably take some time yet to be acknowledged. Don't worry about the immediate response from your associates or your boss. Focus on quietly meeting your obligations and have faith that things will turn around.

exactly! good words for today. i'm anxious about my "temp" job and hoping that it turns into something permanent. i've been there almost 3 months now and i am fearful almost every day that i will be told my assignment is done. i like the job, but wish i was doing more. i know that if i was permanent i WOULD be doing more.

things have quieted down at the house. mostly because if have put aside my feelings and emotions and am trying to remain focused on the goal. i have things i need to take care of and i wouldn't be able to meet those obligations if i were trying to pay rent.

i also am looking into having the lap band surgery. i have no idea where i'd come up with the money for that, but it's almost at a *have to* state. my health is declining and if i don't do something i will die.

and as much as that is a pleasant thought at times, i think i want to be skinny again first.