hope?

yea so this week i found out that my unemployment runs out in three weeks. 

as of this minute i am overdrawn in my checking account.

i don't have a dime to my name.

i am on "e" in my car.

i have minimal food.

i don't get paid again until the 27th.  and that will be my last payment from unemployment.

i don't have a job.

i am at the bottom.  truly. 

i don't think i can take anymore.  after the drama of this year, then coming back home, then losing Sienna and now this.  how much, really, can one person take?

*sigh*

Friday, December 18

Your career, business and financial intuition is still on target, even if one or two arrows missed the mark. Overall, you have an increasingly positive track record, but you are finding it hard to believe in yourself. Trust you will be led to solution.

we'll see.