a little humor

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this has always been a bad time of year for me. always.  but trying to go off depression meds at this time has been a particular challenge.  why am i going off?  because i can't afford them anymore.  with pharmaceutical prices on the rise, what is a person supposed to do?  and because i have the crappiest insurance in the world (UnitedHealthCare), they will not cover the latest med i was prescribed despite my having tried every other fucking anti-depressant there is out there.  and literally, the world is going berserk when they are raising prices so much on things like insulin, that people aren't going to be able to afford that either.  what kind of world do we live in?  you have to be rich just to be able to take care of your health??

having anxiety and panic attacks.  it's hard for me to want to get up and get ready for work.  i'd rather just stay in my pajamas and snuggle with my cat.  i don't have the desire to talk to anyone.  don't want to answer the phone (not that anyone is calling).

i just am so over everything,  you  know?  read a really tragic story about an adult woman who suffered from depression her whole life and she ended up jumping off a cliff in the Grand Canyon.  her family could not understand.  why is it so hard to understand that some people just honestly do not want to deal with life anymore?  and they aren't being selfish.  they are in so much pain that people can't see or make tangible.  isn't it a little selfish to expect a person to live like that?  just because it will make you sad if they are gone?

ugh.

don't trip about this post.  i'm just talking. 

*sigh*

this life sucks.  seriously.  and i know it is a result of my choices (mostly).  there are some things that happen that are the choices of others.  i just am over it all.  i must have been a real piece of work in a past life that i have been beaten down to nothing in this one. 

poor Rudolph

this is one of the funniest things i've read in a LONG time.

Bad Santa

i love twitter because people are so damn clever in 140 words.  i am not that quick witted.  i mean i can eventually get there, but not off the cuff most of the time.  but these peoples' tweets are HILARIOUS.  things i never considered after watching this yearly for 50+ years.

you should open up some of the tweets because in their comments you'll find even better tweets.  😂😂  one of the best is discovering Don Cornelius (SOuuuuulllllll Trraaaiiinnnn) is Yukon Cornelius' cousin.  😂😂

Social Media

i broke up with Facebook after the Cambridge Analytica thing happened (not sure i spelled that right).  also left Twitter.  however, that has left me with no way to vent, comment, etc. on current events.  

then i remembered i had this blog. so yea, here i am.  

remember, opinions are my own.  i am entitled to them. 

today on my lunch i was just reading this article:

SouthWest Airlines Mocked My Daughter's Name

um, ok.  you didn't think that MAY happen at sometime in life when you named your daughter Abcde?  really?  not that an airline agent should mock anyone for any reason, but really?

*sigh*

and yes.  still here.  still surviving.  lots has happened and i will get back at it soon.  💚

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