he just texted me.
just when i was resigned that he was never going to contact me again and i was going to be okay ... i get this message about 10 minutes ago:
i know it's not until next wednesday but i'll be out of the country for a while by then so i'm wishing you a Happy Birthday🎉🎉 a little early and hoping it's an excellent year for you in every way🎂🎂
when i heard the text i just thought it was my son. when i saw the text, my heart slammed into my chest.
why does it upset me? sounds like a very nice text. it upsets me because i responded by saying thanks and asking how he is doing. no response. nothing.
you obviously still have my phone #. you obviously are still thinking of me. but yet, you refuse to engage in conversation. so what is the point? why bother?
words from one of my favorite songs:
just when i was resigned that he was never going to contact me again and i was going to be okay ... i get this message about 10 minutes ago:
i know it's not until next wednesday but i'll be out of the country for a while by then so i'm wishing you a Happy Birthday🎉🎉 a little early and hoping it's an excellent year for you in every way🎂🎂
when i heard the text i just thought it was my son. when i saw the text, my heart slammed into my chest.
why does it upset me? sounds like a very nice text. it upsets me because i responded by saying thanks and asking how he is doing. no response. nothing.
you obviously still have my phone #. you obviously are still thinking of me. but yet, you refuse to engage in conversation. so what is the point? why bother?
words from one of my favorite songs:
I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone
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