i did not hear ftom Skeet today. no happy holidays or merry christmas text.
this is crystal clear. he does not ever want contact with me again.
i'm having such a hard time letting go. but he played me. played with my emotions. my heart. and when i consider this, he is not someone i want in my life. i still believe he was falling for me and he felt it disrespectful to his dead wife to have fallen for someone so soon after hear passing. he led me on. and then ran like a coward. not caring about the destruction he left behind.
i would never trust him again so this truly is the end. 38 years and *poof* it's all over. he truly has been the love of my life.
last time i will ever mention him.
this is crystal clear. he does not ever want contact with me again.
i'm having such a hard time letting go. but he played me. played with my emotions. my heart. and when i consider this, he is not someone i want in my life. i still believe he was falling for me and he felt it disrespectful to his dead wife to have fallen for someone so soon after hear passing. he led me on. and then ran like a coward. not caring about the destruction he left behind.
i would never trust him again so this truly is the end. 38 years and *poof* it's all over. he truly has been the love of my life.
last time i will ever mention him.
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