7 days and counting ..

Chinese Horoscope: Tuesday, November 24

It will be a day of great personal insights. Some of the best times of personal growth come during challenges. If you find yourself facing a difficult decision today, rejoice! You are being given a special opportunity to make a huge leap forward.

Aquarius

Your dreams can actually help to answer a lingering question today, but you'll need to take the time to explore their symbolism. Even if you cannot remember all the details, your subconscious puts you in touch with what's important now. Your current lesson has to do with how your unfettered imagination can help you create a better future. Remember, what exists in reality begins as a mere thought first.

so as the time is counting down, i'm having more thoughts and events happen to test me and my choices.  i received a phone call today from my recruiter here in California about a permanent job and they really really wanted to interview me.  ironic.  i told her that i was leaving next week.

giving it some thought, even if i did get the job, i would still have to leave this house.  and i don't really want to be in california alone.  and i don't want to be that close to him.  so right, or wrong, my decision has been made.

he and i have had some conversation around the entire situation.  this changes nothing other than clarification and closure for me.  i think he believes that we will continue the friendship after i leave.  i know, however; that will not be happening.

it's all bittersweet.

tomorrow i take Sienna up to Tuesday and Paul (in Tracy, CA) and Sienna will ride home with them.  she is not feeling good.  she fell off the bed the other day onto the hardwood floor.  i think she bruised her tail bone.  she's walking slowly and appears to be in some discomfort.  my vet told me to give her 2 aspirin a day and ice the area.  going to do that now.

it will be extremely hard to leave her.  she is my only comfort here now.  i will miss her so much.