Aquarius
You may have a hard time maintaining a comfortable level of emotional detachment today if you acknowledge how much you like someone. You want to share your feelings, but could be afraid of exposing your vulnerability as you worry about being rejected. Your approach-avoidance dilemma raises long-standing relationships issues. Be patient; you won't receive answers to all your questions right away.

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Ox
Refrain from building up utopian plans; keep your feet on earth and overestimate neither your strength nor that of others. Friendship will prove vital in the achievement of your projects. Affective questions will take on such importance that they may interfere with your work. Fulfill your mind and your heart with the thoughts and dreams which you haven't had time until now to explore, but without sinking into morbid introspection. A financial problem may perturb you somewhat.

see what i mean about these being right on target? spooky. but in a good way, you know?

i don't like the fact that things keep pointing to the fact that i need to get over the "in love" part and continue to accept the friendship.

after giving things a lot of thought, i have decided that i'm going to try and move to seattle. i will start job hunting / apartment hunting and see what's out there. unemployment is at 13% here in california. it was not a smart move to come here at all ~ except i had no money and no where to go. i honestly would have been homeless. it's too hot here for me ~ well in the Valley anyway ~ and i just am miserable on all levels. i talked with a stranger yesterday who said she moved from Seattle and hated it here in LA. she said the people were so rude and selfish (YES!!!) and that in Seattle everyone is always so nice, caring, easy going, etc. it would fulfill me on all levels ~ being near the ocean, cool weather and lots of rain and decent people.

now is just getting things in motion. it may take me a few months, but i'm going for it.