it takes time, sometimes

i got a job.

thank God, i got a job.

i start tomorrow.

hugh sigh of relief.  can you hear it? 

*sigh*

still waiting

still job hunting and still waiting to find one. 

this is getting frustrating beyond belief.

was supposed to get money in today from unemployment, but apparently because yesterday was a HOLIDAY it did not post.  so i'm thinking tomorrow?  better be tomorrow because i have no gas in my car to get to the interview that i scheduled about 30 mins ago. 

*sigh*

and then my son comes home on feb 2 and i feel responsible for that.  why?  i don't know.  but i do.  after facing homelessness this fall, i know the fear he feels.  i have to at least help him get started and if he throws away THAT opportunity, then i'm done. 

i seem to say that a lot.

it's been a while

since i don't have ready access to the internet, and more importantly, not much to say, i'm sorry it's been a while.   i still have to come to the business office to get on the net.  mostly when i'm here i'm looking for jobs.

trying to recover from the passing of Sienna, to trying to figure out what i was going to do since i don't have a job.  trying to make sure i'm not going to lose my place to live. 

will try to post more often.  not that you care, right?